caught in suspension

2008-09-29T07:30:00.001-07:00

RELINK PLS! :D
www.x-intridict.blogspot.com

2008-09-20T21:45:00.000-07:00

a hectic week.
exams in one week :(

argh.

2008-09-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

hi. officially stopped dota.

k nothing to talk much nowadays, my stupid com doesnt wanna read my phone usb connection.

haha.

okay quite satisfied with my life now, and let us leave it as it is until we are all ready (:

FFR FTW!

2008-09-12T23:21:00.000-07:00

this rocks! :D

urgh, but my seat sucks.
=.=

2008-09-07T07:17:00.000-07:00

Too far down
The road you know i'm scared to go down
I'm waking up anxious to lay back down
'Cause all i can do here is wait
Just wait, i'll hurry up and wait
Hurry Up and Wait - Making April

damn, i can't get this song out of my head.
it depicts what i feel right now. :)

2008-09-04T02:18:00.000-07:00

I can see where you are
I can tell you're enjoying it so far
I would love to escape, but now I'm bound
By the burn of your eyes
Looking on as I'm starting to realize
I'm a pawn in your game and this is checkmate

As the roses lift their heads to catch a glimpse of my demise
You'll be throwing lies around like ocean waves throw down the tides
And they are breaking on my shore
And the rescue team won't save me now I'm out too far

So I'll waste these nights for a while
But I'll be holding onto you forever
And this is where my heart is cold and torn
As I read the words you wrote last night
The butterflies are creeping through my spine

It's a thrill I can't shake
Yeah I know we've been writing a mistake
But it's hard to erase the feelings I've drawn
I was caught in an awkward silence
Broken down by the sound of your prelude that you played
To open our symphony
I've been sleeping with the sunrise watching hours pass away
Incidentally I'm just waiting for the dusk to kill the day
But now I'm waiting for your call
While I bang on this piano like you care at all

So I'll waste these nights for a while
But I'll be holding onto you forever
And this is where my heart is cold and torn
As I hear the words you're saying tonight
I'm falling for them every single time

As the roses dip their heads a little further to the ground
There's a season change and all the pinks and whites have turned to brown
Will we make it through the fall
Yeah are we gonna make it through this fall
‘Cause I don't wanna fall with you
I'm trying, we're dying, yeah
I'm taken by your hope-filled lines
They're well designed and dragging me along
I'll be waiting for this chance and I'll be gone

Roses and Butterflies - Making April

2008-08-31T09:45:00.000-07:00

bah, it's been long.
talking freely is a problem now.

2008-08-29T22:38:00.000-07:00

Dallas sure looks pretty in her eyes tonight
Like I can feel it
No amount of candle light and lies can bring her back
And I can feel it

Now so where did I go
Does anybody ever really know
And it’s hard to let someone go
When their all you ever, all you know

Honestly made for nothing, inside of me
And I can feel it
No amount of candle light and lies can bring her back
And I can feel it

Now where did I go
Does anybody ever really know
When it’s hard to let someone go
When their all you ever, all you know

Where did i go
Does anybody ever really know
So send me away,
Does anybody ever really
Ever hold on, holding on.

Shorelines End - Violet

http://www.purevolume.com/shorelinesend
I got most of their songs, so tell me if you want them!

2008-08-25T05:23:00.000-07:00

here are the pictures as promised. :D more to come! i too lazy to upload all.

2008-08-22T23:31:00.000-07:00

ipw.

ok ytd i had ipw fieldtrip.
fyi, my ipw is sabah if you do not know!
k left school at 3pm (yay can skip np)
and went to some place far far away which is near thomson.
we alighted from the bus only to realised we had over-shot and had to walk back.
in the rain.

k then upon reaching we met mr subaraj, our teacher IC.
we then proceeded to place some bat nets (its actually mist nets cause it looks like mist)
super fine can, i can hardly see it in the dark.
setting up was okay luh, need to tie some ropes to the poles.
managed to help the sungei buloh ppl in setting them up.

it began raining at about 5/6+ (?)
thus the whole bunch of us went to eat. muahahaha.
ms tey was feeling very generous (as usual)
and loaned josh and i some money to eat.
MURTABUK.
okay luh, then i ate 1 and 1/2 murtabuk cause ms tey couldnt finish. :P
in the SAME time as nick finishing his.
fun.

at around 6+ going to 7, we headed back to island club road to find the nets.
imba.
fourtunately, we did catch one bat (forgot what was the species name)
super cute!
yeah and later went for a night trail. (or trek w/e the case may be)
saw freaking lots of interesting stuff. like luminous fungi, fire-flies etc etc.
yeah and then 930 went back to school.

the best thing, nick ricky josh and i played taitee until 11?
fun, in the canteen somemore. :D
then play play play then 76-ed home.

too lazy to upload all the pictures, maybe next time.

:D today was FUN.

2008-08-21T05:25:00.000-07:00

what is wrong with us?

you seem so far away, i can't reach you.

2008-08-20T04:37:00.000-07:00

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

2008-08-16T01:46:00.000-07:00

pictures! most of them are random though.
more to come. :D

lighthouse at USR. (point survey done there.)

USR. interesting place though.

imba guy tucking in his shirt in his undies. (i know what you're thinking, and im NOT A PERVERT fgs)

2008-08-15T22:46:00.000-07:00

HEY!
exams are finally OVER man.
haha.
and i just do not get some ppl who fret about it EVEN AFTER ITS ALL OVER!
hahahaha.

today went for PW fieldtrip at upper seletar reservoir.
imba. reached school at 6? super early can.
AND josh didnt come. =.=
lol started off with a point survey.
then later walked into the reserve.
saw lots of interesting animals like the DAMN monkeys that ppl complain about.
lol and robert(3h) almost kenna attacked la. damn funny.
hahaha next week going for a 3-9 fieldtrip! i think its gonna be damn cool la.
the first school to go for a night survey! :D
took some photos however my batt died. T.T
will post them as long my idiot of the usb port allows my phone cable to be read.
k.

i am more invisible than you could ever be
i am what you wanted and you're everything i need
if you think im so terrible than you are not aware see
im better this way

BY brighten - the better way

2008-08-13T13:30:00.000-07:00

fun.

haha okay this post is dedicated to the main guy,
EUGENE.
happy bday mate!
more dota next time LOL.

k today is geog and physics and tmr is the last day,
chem and e maths.
damn, i cant resist the temptation to play. :D
now is like 4.39? lol
k gtg!

2008-08-12T10:38:00.000-07:00

damn, the usb cable doesnt seem to work on the other com that i'm using now.
screw.
shitzx man, all my techno songs of maximum tune cannot be uploaded!
grrr.

k all the best for common test.
G_G to me and gene. xD

2008-08-11T07:09:00.000-07:00

crashed.

lol exams are starting already.
haha anw this CT is like omg.
i didnt even study?
haha ok just now played gg.
owned. chen 10-0. LOL

hmm k the olympics are so nice to watch!
bye! got to run.

2008-08-08T01:29:00.000-07:00

NDP today.

woke at 455 and reached at 630.

started off with warmup drills,

at ard 9+ (?) then the parade started.

couldnt say it was not nice, but haha, must wait for my HO to give us the vid.

kinda made me remember about this year's NPDP.

both super fun can.

k. after school went to kallang kfc with sengkang.

got some bastard pissed me off, but oh well, let's not think about him,

he has no life.

then later pp and home-d.

3 and 1/2 days of studying(?) and playing.

woot.

maybe gonna camp at cousin's house?

haha. lol but im for sure studying isnt in my schedule.

ANDDD, im kinda sure that i fail geog.

LOL!

aloofness isnt what i was looking for in you.

2008-08-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

hmm come to think of it,
when you're sian, you want shorter holidays.
when you're busy, you want longer holidays.
it is true that school really helps me to take my mind off stuff.

k today most sengkang ppl decided not to go to kebangan to play bbball,
which means bouncy bouncy basketball btw, we played in school instead.
kinda fun.
got bai jia le. :)
played until it rained? at around 430.
slacked around and home.

ok common test is round the corner man.
actually i dont really care, but oh well.
school is really fun if there are no exams.
you know, slacking around with interesting ppl.
from HCL, 3D etc etc.
AND as much as i hate to admit it, npcc is fun too.
if there is no lecture. :)

k gtg now. ndp tmr, hope not to screw up.
last but not least, EVERWHAT!

ten is ten four is four so ten is not four and four is not ten. :D

2008-08-06T07:11:00.001-07:00

common test is coming soon.
T.T

okay didnt really do much these days, super busy.
yea and kenna fired by mrs lim?
dunno what's her problem.
like -.-'''
one whole page on reasons why you nvr do your hw + parents' signature.
G_G

k.
just saw this?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JUPUDB6G-tk&feature=related
uber cool can.
okay bye!

BEE BAA BONG.

2008-08-03T05:56:00.000-07:00

ok. haven't blogged in a long time.
haha actually no one reads so yea.

yesterday was joelle's bday celebration.
had fun.
drank a little.
but its alright.

and omgwtfbbq i didnt know my cousin has a blog!
interesting la.
like wow.
didnt expect it.
funfair siol

k ciao!

a little time is all we need!

2008-07-29T05:22:00.000-07:00

oh yah btw,
HAPPY BDAY XINYI aka classmate!

2008-07-29T04:57:00.000-07:00

today was okay i guess.
was really pissed after school, after physics test.
it was kinda hard. =x

yea was real pissed. pangseh me. tsk.
AND this real soab go throw a bottle at me.
really felt like punching that guy.
ok he is a fag. (no prizes)

yea. there was a car accident today?
like wow.
the truck flipped. gosu.
ok and slept all the way home.

sometimes i just dunno why people act this way.
but i feel that anger is something that was not meant to be here in the first place.
trying real hard to control it, while staying optimistic!
no its not on the surface if you think so. (you must be a fag to do that!)
yea but school is getting more. erm. sian?
mrs lim should really change our seats.

damn, havent touch maple for like? er 4 days?
k, gotta got catch up. xD

you dont care?

fun!

2008-07-27T07:00:00.000-07:00

ok. this shall be my second post!
today the sengkang gang went to play basketball.
the kebangan courts got alot of people, so we went to bedok.
yea, played inhouse matches.
had fun! and bus-ed home with 24 and 76.

when i read jianting's blog the other day, i realised what he said was correct.
"It’s like the more you know of the good points of that person, the more shortcomings you realised about yourself."
and his post of low self-esteem.
it made me think really hard.
what am i doing with my life now?
=x

test test

2008-07-27T06:51:00.001-07:00

-.=